fort to strive and effort to change. 。"You should still think carefully about it. If one person doesn't dare to face it, aren't there Qin Jing and Tang Dani 。You should consider owing your parents as...Though his limbs were a little uncooperative, it didn't affect his speed climbing the stairs, nor did it diminish his urgency. 。Xue Yao was unable to calm her worries in the room, pacing back and forth. 。For more than two hours, Chu Yang was still holding on. This already created a miracle of his father drinking. 。Xue Yao thought about it and became even more worried. Chu Yang had never drunk so much before, he couldn't possibly handle it. 。Thinking this, Xue Yao could no longer hold back and decided to go down and chase Chu Yang away. 。She quickly walked towards the door, just about to reach out and open it when Chu pushed it open. 。Chu Yang's eyes were dazed, and he foolishly smiled when he saw Xue Yao. 。"Xue Yao, thank you for letting me have dinner at your home." 。As Chu Yang spoke, he walked toward the inside. 。After seeing Xueyao, Chu Yang's body visibly shook, yet he remained oblivious. 。Xue Yao saw Chu Yang walking crookedly as if he was about to fall, so she quickly stepped forward to help him. 。 "You've had too much to drink, let me take you back" Chu Yang frowned. After drinking with his father for over two hours, being able to walk upstairs was already considered a feat. 。"No, you don't have to take me back" 。Let me tell you a few words, and then I'll leave. 。As Chu Yang spoke, he felt very tired and in need of a place to rest. 。Then he walked straight to Xue Yao's big bed. 。Then she threw her whole body onto the big bed. 。"Xue Yao, I've had too much to drink...I can't outdrink Uncle. This is the first time I've ever drunk this much..." 。It's just... my mood is terrible... A complete mess. I just want to drink, the more the better. 。At this point, Chu Yang's words were incomplete, but he knew the bitterness in his heart. 。"I've had too much to drink, and I understand... everything..." He stopped there, tossing and turning in bed, looking very uncomfortable. 。"What's wrong Are you going to vomit" Xue Yao asked worriedly, looking at Chu Yang being tormented by alcohol like this, she felt heartbroken. 。"If you don't spit, your bed won't get dirty and I wouldn't want to annoy you. " 。"Xue Yao, I just want to say one thing" 。My love for you is true, even though I fell for you later. But this time...this time...I truly haven't lied to you. 。Chu Yang, drunk, was even more candid when repeating these words. 。That sincere heart was on full display before Xue Yao. 。How much he wished Xue Yao could pick up this sincere heart of his, even if it was just a glance. 。“I was wrong to deceive you before… I apologize… I apologize… I kneel and apologize to you…” Chu Yang was about to get up, but he was held down by Xue Yao. 。"I don't need your apology. Just stay lying down and stop moving around." 。How could Xue Yao possibly make Chu Yang kneel for her, even if he was in the wrong first, even if she couldn't forgive his mistakes 。A man's knees should not bend easily for gold. 。Just as Xue Yao reached out to hold Chu Yang down, Chu Yang seized Xue Yao's hand. 。"Xue Yao, please give me one more chance, I swear I truly love you" 。"Please..."

Speaking of this, Chu Yang felt the corners of his eyes moisten.

Uncle Xue taught him then, he thought he wouldn't cry because he was the one who did wrong. It was Xue Yao who should be wronged and cry, he had no face to be pitiful in front of Xue Yao. 。But his heart was very, very sour, and tears flowed uncontrollably. 。At that moment, Chu Yang exerted himself and pulled Xue Yao to his side, extending his long arm to embrace Xue Yao in his arms. 。Only then would Xue Yao not see his tears, and wouldn't think he had used means to conquer her. 。Who knew, the moment Xue Yao lay in his arms, his tears flowed even more fiercely. 。He dared not make a sound, and turned his head away. 。"This time I really didn't lie to you…" A complete sentence couldn't be uttered, Chu Yang's voice began to tremble, he stopped. 。Chu Yang didn't want Xue Yao to see his tears, but the moment Chu Yang's tears formed, as they swirled in his eye sockets, Xue Yao saw them. 。His tears streamed down his cheeks, but they fell into Xue Yao's heart. 。Chu Yang's tear must have had a lot of salt in it, otherwise how could his heart be stung 。The moment Xue Yao was pulled down by Chu Yang, she happened to lie on her side on Chu Yang's arm, and also happened to see the tears in the corner of Chu Yang's eyes up close. 。Tears welled up in his eyes all of a sudden, Chu Yang turned his head away to conceal them. 。But these tears shocked Xue Yao's heart. 。What she hated most was seeing others cry, especially men. 。Never in all my years have I seen a man cry this much, so precious are the tears of a man. 。Does he shed tears for a woman prove that she's truly an extraordinary presence in his heart 。After hearing Chu Yang's almost choked voice, Xue Yao couldn't control herself anymore. Her eyes were filled with heartache and wetness, and then tears flowed down her cheeks. 。She wanted to comfort Chu Yang, but she was afraid that he would be embarrassed. 。 。During this time, Chu Yang has experienced forgetting, starting over again, and with her distrust and repeated rejections, hasn't she already been mentally and physically exhausted, causing her to burst into tears 。Does he really love himself now This time isn't he deceiving her, is he This time he won't be paying for another woman, will he "Xue Yao, I truly don't love Qin Jingwen anymore..." 。Actually... I haven't loved her for a long time. I just made a mistake... mistook guilt for love. 。" Just as Xue Yao remained silent, Chu Yang suppressed his emotions and spoke again. 。The voice was very soft and gentle. 。"If I hadn't doubted her in the beginning, she wouldn't have suffered such unfair treatment." 。I can completely take on tens of millions of debt for her. 。But not only did I fail to help her, I also kicked her when she was down. 。"I believe... I believe that even if you knew the truth, you would feel guilty and remorseful. 。"In order to make up for the discomfort in my heart, I tried every means to help Wenwen. " 。Having said that, Chu Yang stopped, as if he had figured something out. A self-deprecating smile also appeared on the corner of his mouth. 。"Only now do I realize that everything I've done has been for myself" 。I am such a selfish and self-centered person, for the sake of my own peace of mind, I've shoved everything onto others in a dirty way. 。I'm kind of a jerk. 。" I'm not worthy of you, please don't forgive me..."Chu Yang realized that his actions had caused inconvenience to others. He suddenly didn't want Xue Yao to be bothered by his persistence. 。Although they love each other, there are also people who are not suitable to be together. 。And perhaps she and Xue Yao could also be persuaded to join this group. 。May Xue Yao remain pure and serene. 。"I'm going back, I won't bother you anymore." 。You should leave the country too, as far away from me, this scum, as possible. 。Chu Yang didn't wait for her to finish speaking before getting up, Xue Yao hadn't even had time to keep him, he had already walked out of Xue Yao's room. 。Xue Yao sat on the bed in a daze. Although she was worried about Chu Yang, she didn't go after him. 。Chu Yang is not a scum, he's not an asshole. 。He is a kind and good person. 。She's just unsure if she can open her own heart, if she can accept Chu Yang. 。Chu Yang's words before he left, Xue Yao thought about them and felt heartbroken. 。How disappointed must she be to utter such degrading words. 。Isn't her behavior really going too far Shouldn't she reconsider 。But wasn't Chu Yang's last sentence already giving up Doesn't it mean they have truly broken upI don't know if it was because of the breakup with Chu Yang, but his luck turned. 。Perhaps it was Xue Yao's sincerity in wanting to study abroad that moved heaven, for the next day at noon, she received notice that she had been accepted into a study abroad program. 。With all the documents for her trip back in hand, Xue Yao sat silently in the car. 。She had always been looking forward to leaving, and now that she finally could, her heart was in turmoil. She was reluctant to go. 。Who is she unwilling to give up It's not a friend, nor a parent, but Chu Yang who has decided to let her go. 。Xue Yao was torturing herself when Chu Yang sent her a message. 。"Your overseas procedures should have been received, right" 。I owe you an apology. I messed up your travel arrangements again. 。I have been asking my friends to find various reasons to refuse your study abroad application. 。I'm sorry, I kept you waiting for so long. 。This kind of thing will never happen again. Wishing you happiness. 。After reading Chu Yang's information, Xue Yao cried out of grievance. 。Are men all this fickle One second they're lying in her bed professing their love, and the next they just so easily give up. 。Now it's even worse, they are wishing her happiness. 。How can she be so happy, having lost the person she loved most How is that possible 。"Joe Shunchen, you bastard! You've messed everything up. You stopped me from going abroad. Why couldn't you just finish it Why didn't you persevere Why did you back out halfway Why are you hurting me again" 。"You bastard, you're a big jerk" 。Xue Yao sat in the car, cursing Chu Yang, blaming him, hating him, and crying loudly. 。This was the first time she cried her heart out after breaking up with Chu Yang, the first time she felt the pain of separation becoming a reality, the first time she felt like she and Chu Yang were strangers. 。Their relationship has come to an end. 。Xue Yao was sobbing uncontrollably, her head slumped against the steering wheel...Chu Yang wasn't doing much better. From last night until now, even with the effects of alcohol, he hadn't been able to close his eyes for a moment. 。Back at the villa, I stood by the bedroom window looking out at the indifferent night sky, a sight that had nothing to do with my mood. 。This morning, I came to the company and stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, continuing to daydream. 。Until a friend called and said that Xue Yao's study abroad materials had been taken away, she edited a message and sent it to Xue Yao. 。If last night was a momentary impulse to give up, then now is the most serious moment. 。Although the message had been sent, Chu Yang still stared at it blankly. 。Though he seemed drunk last night, he realized something very embarrassing. 。His attitude made him realize that his selfishness had severely affected Xue Yao's peaceful life. 。Such love has already been reviled, how can it even be called love 。Everyone says that loving someone makes her happy, Xue Yao's happiness is him being far away, Xue Yao's happiness is not having this scumbag bother her, Xue Yao's happiness is going abroad to enrich herself 。Since these are the things that bring Xue Yao happiness, he is willing to let her go and bless her. 。But there was one thing he needed to bear himself, which was how to bear the loss of Xue Yao, and how to manage his aching heart. 。It seems too difficult, even harder than conquering an empire. 。riously beside him, afraid that Joe Shunchen would miss something. 。As Qin Jingwen was directing Qiao Shunchen, something fell and hit her foot. 。Qin Jingwen bent down to pick it up and saw that it w...