more harm. 。If he still clings to past matters, if he persists in trying to figure out what happened in the past, then he truly loses Qin Jingwen, and there will be no chance to retrieve her. 。"I an...Just as Qin Jingwen was trying hard to clear her head, the sound of rapid footsteps running up the stairs came from outside. She was very familiar with this sound and its owner. But her scarred heart, hearing such a sound, felt weary instead. 。Just as Qin Jingwen bitterly twitched the corner of her mouth, the door to the room was flung open with force. 。"Wenwen, you're sick. 。Joe Shunchen appeared before Qin Jingwen with a face full of guilt. He was so worried and anxious, his heart beating erratically. 。However, Qin Jingwen had already gotten used to this state of guilt on her face. 。She had a calm expression on her face, and then tried to sit up by herself. 。At this time, Qiao Shunchen quickly reached out to help, but was rejected by Qin Jingwen. 。I came here myself, having you help me would only hurt me more. 。After Qin Jingwen finished speaking, Qiao Shunchen quickly let go of her hand, but he kept his hands around Qin Jingwen, ready to help at any time. 。But Qin Jingwen had already gotten used to being without Qiao Shunchen by her side, she'd grown accustomed to relying on herself. She got up smoothly and didn't hurt herself. 。After sitting up, she didn't say a word. She only unbuttoned her pajamas, letting Joe Shunchen see the place where she was wrapped. 。"Appendix surgery, it's a small thing, don't worry. 。With just such a light and breezy sentence, he then began buttoning up his coat. 。Whether Qiao Shunchen sees it or not doesn't matter, as long as they do their part. 。

"Why didn't you tell me, I..."

"Acute appendicitis perforation, I didn't have time to tell anyone"

When I'm in the operating room, I feel it's even less necessary to tell you, as I don't want to distract you from your work. 。Son Xu should have called you by now, your phone is off. 。"Qin Jingwen, while buttoning her shirt, interrupted Qiao Shunchen. " 。Why interrupt him Don't you want to hear his excuses for avoiding responsibility 。Why didn't she look him in the eyes Because if she did, she'd see the excuses he made for himself, and Qin Jingwen would be disappointed. 。“I…” “You came back from M country, flying must have been tiring” 。Let's freshen up and rest for a bit. I can't sit here for too long either, so I'm going to lie down now. 。"Qin Jingwen didn't want to say anything, all the things were in her heart. 。

Qiao Shunchen, from the moment he arrived, had already abandoned his responsibility toward Qin Jingwen with his first complaint.

Qin Jingwen began to slowly lie down again. Qiao Shunchen wanted to help again, but Qin Jingwen refused him for the same reason. 。"Wenwen, I'm so sorry I didn't know about your surgery and let you suffer alone." 。"Joe Shunchen apologized again for his disappearance and had to speak up to seek forgiveness. 。Qin Jingwen appeared calm and composed on the surface, able to control her words and refrain from any complaints. 。But the eyes will reveal a lot of inner activity. 。Although Qin Jingwen never looked him in the eye, Qiao Shunchen saw disappointment and grievance in her eyes. 。"It's fine, it's not the first time. I'm not that melodramatic." 。Is your work important, or is it your top priority 。Qin Jingwen responded to Qiao Shunchen, but she had already turned her face away and wasn't looking at him. 。 Qiao Shunchen had said these words countless times. Her ears, her heart, had automatically generated an immunity system to these few words. She could no longer feel the sincerity of his apologies with her heart, she could only helplessly accept them. 。"I don't have a job, and I'm not coming back from M country. " 。"Wen Wen, I didn't tell you where I went. I kept my purpose a secret, and I haven't called you back these days. It's all my fault. " 。I went to M to find that girl, and then I was told that the girl is in City A. 。I flew directly from Country M to City A, and confirmed the return afterwards. 。" I'm sorry, Wenwen. I should have been more clear with you before I left. " 。Joe Shun-chen told Qin Jingwen all his itineraries, even though he said them all out loud, he was full of apologies. 。Every time he went to find this girl, his mood was very bad and his mind was very chaotic. It wasn't that he didn't want to call Qin Jingwen, but he didn't want to contact anyone. 。Although he knew this behavior was wrong, even when he was in a bad mood, he should have reported to Qin Jingwen. 。"I can't change anything about what hasn't been said, so be happy." 。" Did you find that girl If you need to do anything, just say so. " 。Qin Jingwen still responded to Qiao Shunchen without any emotion. 。Although Joe eventually told Qin Jingwen about his itinerary, the words coming out of his mouth had different meanings at different times for her. 。"I didn't find her, she wasn't the girl I was looking for." 。" Qiao Shunchen's face was full of disappointment. He hoped more than anyone else to find the girl quickly and solve the problem as soon as possible. " 。

But things didn't go as planned. The harder I tried to find it, the less I could.

"It's a pity, keep trying." 。One day, it will be found. 。" Go wash up and go to sleep, I'm tired too. " 。Even though Qin Jingwen didn't see Qiao Shunchen's face, she could feel his disappointment in his tone. 。It's possible that this kind of thing is also a torment for Joe Shun-chen, he might have worn down all his patience as well. 。Qin Jingwen couldn't do anything, she couldn't help at all. She could only wait quietly in Qiao Shunchen's torment. 。Qin Jingwen closed her eyes, signaling that she didn't want to discuss anything further. 。She was also in a bad mood, but she had nowhere to vent. 。She cannot disappear like Qiao Shunchen, nor can she make a scene like other women. Her only outlet is silence. 。Qin Jingwen closed the conversation channel, but Qiao Shunchen still had a lot to say. 。However, seeing Qin Jingwen's closed eyes, Qiao Shunchen couldn't utter a single word. 。He was certain that his apology just now had absolutely no effect on Qin Jingwen. 。She said it didn't matter, but she held the grievance and resentment in her heart. 。

Joe Shunchen's greatest fear was that over time, an unbridgeable chasm would grow between them.

The next day, Qiao Shunchen did not go to work but stayed home to take care of Qin Jingwen. 。Although Qin Jingwen said many times that she didn't need it, Qiao Shunchen insisted on staying at home. 。He wanted to make up for his debts to Qin Jingwen as much as possible, and he wanted her to feel the warmth that came late. 。In the afternoon, Qin Jing agreed to go to the hospital for a follow-up check with Song Xinzhe, and Qiao Shunchen naturally went with Qin Jingwen. 。While Qin Jingwen was checking, Song Xinzhe found a chance to talk privately with Qiao Shunchen. 。"Shunchen, aren't you being a bit too much" 。You can go find that girl, but you shouldn't just disappear without a word, not even a phone call. 。"I remember this isn't the first time, and you haven't promised not to let this happen again." 。But what about the results You promised things that didn't get done. 。" Song Xinzhe immediately started complaining and expressing dissatisfaction, and his tone wasn't like a casual conversation at all. It was accusatory and preachy. 。"I also know this is wrong…" "Knowing why you still do this, don't you love Wenwen or do you not care about her feelings" 。"

Hearing only half of Qiao Shunchen's words, Song Xinzhe couldn't control his emotions " 。Since he knows it's wrong and still does it, then we can only say that he doesn't consider other people's feelings at all. 。"Do you know that after you left after taking that phone call, WenWen guessed you were hiding something from her" 。You left without a word and suddenly went abroad, Wenwen knew right away that you went to see that woman. 。"People know what's going on, but they haven't stopped you. That's the least respect they can show you. Can you also respect her feelings " 。"At this time, Song Xinzhe only considered Qin Jingwen's feelings and only spoke for Qin Jingwen because he believed that Qin Jingwen was the weaker one, the most pitiful person. " 。If no one stands up to speak for her, she will be so wronged. 。 "I was...""Shunchén, don't make excuses for yourself" 。If you love him, you shouldn't ignore her this way. You should be the man who loves her most in the world, not the one who hurts her the deepest. 。" Song Xinzhe interrupted Qiao Shunchen's words once again. As soon as Qiao Shunchen opened his mouth, Song Xinzhe knew he was looking for all sorts of excuses 。Do you know that Wenwen was carried to the hospital by Chi Chuan Do you know that Wenwen signed the surgical consent form while enduring the pain herself Do you know that on the day of the surgery, Chi Chuan stayed at the hospital with Wenwen all night 。“You gave such an opportunity to Chi Chuan, aren't you afraid that Chi Chuan will take Winnie away” Song Xinzhe recalled that scene and worried for Qiao Shunchen. He wished he could have been with Qin Jingwen at that time instead of Chi Chuan. 。"I really don't know how this could have happened, if I had known I wouldn't have left her." 。"At first, Qiao Shunchen just let Song Xinzhe scold him. But when he heard the name Chi Chuan, he became a little upset." 。On his way back from the airport, Sun Xu told him about Qin Jingwen's situation. He said she seemed to know about him going abroad to find that girl, but didn't mention Chi Chuan at all. 。"Chi Chuan didn't know what would happen, but he stayed by Wenwen's side." 。Even when he was swamped with work, to the point of being overwhelmed and skipping dinner, he would still make time to visit Wenwen at the hospital. 。He told me, “I thought you were going to the hospital, just to take a look and go home.” 。But seeing Wenwen alone, and just having had surgery, he wasn't comfortable leaving her to take care of herself. 。"Opportunity is what you give to others. If Wenwen truly followed Chi Chuan, it's because you handed it over willingly. Don't blame anyone else." 。Song Xinzhe even felt that Qin Jing was better off with Chi Chuan than Qiao Shunchen, he even wanted to advise Qiao Shunchen to just give up like this, not to hurt Qin Jing anymore. 。If his rationality had completely vanished, these words would have surely been spoken. 。"No, Wenwen said she wouldn't leave me ever. She loves me, only me." 。" Qiao Shunchen felt a bit flustered, he didn't dare to imagine what kind of state Qin Jingwen and Chi Chuan would be in together. " 。Maybe I'll go crazy, maybe I'll destroy Chikawa at any cost. 。"Yes, our conversation has finally found its root. " 。You are so free to squander her love for you because of Wenwen's promises, and you don't care about her feelings. 。But do you know, once a person is disappointed too many times, they become desperate. 。When she's lost all hope for you, what's the point of her staying by your side 。"Song Xinzhe finally found Qiao Shunchen's innermost thoughts. He used Qin Jingwen's unwavering love for him to hurt Qin Jingwen and disregard her feelings. 。He thought that with Qin Jingwen's promise, Qin Jingwen would always be his. 。Such an idea doesn't seem bright enough, not manly enough, to Song Xinzhe. 。 Qiao Shunchen had nothing to say, he was speechless for the first time being scolded by Song Xinzhe. 。Was Qin Jingwen's attitude last night her way of giving up on him, or how else could she have shown no emotion at all 。He was wrong again and again, this time Qin Jingwen wouldn't forgive him. 。 she didn't understand the most was people on the other side of the ocean. They were so far away, yet they managed to get involved. 。"I'm not sure about that. Su Qin said last time she knew everythin...